Just going to make a list of random stuffs of what's come up, what I've learnt, what's happenin', and whatever shenanigans I remember that's happened so far this year.
One little piece of advice my coworker gave me was, "1, 2, 3, go." I had a talk with her about how I struggled hitting the gym at one point. In a sense, I lost my passion of working out. And she mentioned that tip because I told her how much I loved the feeling I got afterwards, it was starting that was the struggle. And not only did I apply it when I lost motivation but I applied it in my daily life. In retrospect, I've been lifting a lot more and I'm super proud of myself because I've been able to lift a higher amount of weight than I have ever had before.
But now every time I come across something I feel like I'm struggling with, that I lack confidence with but I know in my heart I will absolutely kill it ... I tell myself "1, 2, 3, go."
Another huge accomplishment ... our bowling team "Alley Cats" made 1st place! Super happy. We were so close last year and finally to make it first was awesome! I honestly had no idea I would be loving bowling so much. The funny part is people tell me that my form is really good for someone's who just started which makes me feel pretty good! I also started off with a 120 average and now I'm at 160! Whoop whoop! :D
Something that has been really important to me has been the obstacle races, for the first time I'll be running 5! Pretty insane. I'll be doing X-Warrior, Foam Fest, Spartan, Rugged Maniac, and Mud Hero. I knew I would be doing them for fun but it wasn't till this year when I did Spartan that I found the significance of doing these obstacle races. Spartan tested me emotionally and physically. Spartan was the first competitive race that I've ever done and as brutal as it was (especially for the fact that it was in BC, so hello mountain top) it was EXACTLY what I needed. With everything that I've gone through the past year, I wanted to know how far could I push myself. What were my limits, strengths, and weaknesses. Out of 22 obstacles I only missed 3 - totalling 90 burpees that I had to do. But the obstacles I was extremely proud of conquering was the rope climb, 7ft wall, and inverted wall. Because I was in the competitive heat, no one could help me, I could only help myself. After completing the sprint, I legit felt like a beast. Aside from Spartan though, I had not only good company but good vibes throughout. I was surrounded by people who continuously lift each other up and who support me. The few days I spent away was filled with endless laughter and memories I will cherish forever. Few highlights of the trip:
- Roadtrip song battle! It went down when Alex played "Everytime We Touch" - that was pure gold. But some of the best of the best were played, I'm Gonna Be (500 Miles), Wannabe, Pokemon Theme Song, and Hollaback Girl.
- Glamping at its finest
- Having a mini reading session/book club under the stars
- Spartan Race
- Artisan Chocolates
- $16 ALL YOU CAN EAT SUSHI #NOMNOM
- Radium Hot Springs
- Engulfing myself in nature
I was absolutely clueless but Alex and Daryll planned the sweetest surprise at work. As per usual, I was working with Daryll and we were wiping the windows and cleaning party rooms. All of a sudden she's like i'll be right back, and i'm like okie dokies. She comes back and is all like, "Sam needs to talk to us". And I'm like "It's because its slow isn't it? LOL". I walk into the staffroom and it's pitch black, but the reason why this was normal to me was because I knew one of the staff members who was working that day, legit, shuts off the lights and wraps himself in his jacket in the darkness every time he goes on break. But anywho, I walk in, there's a cake lit up, and a few of my coworkers are there including Sam, John, and Alex, and they all start singing Happy Birthday. I was completely blown away. I started tearing up. And on top of all that, I was just shocked to see Alex there because he wasn't working, he ordered the cake, and he came up for this surprise. (For the fact that he lives far too) For me, it's the small things that make my heart melt and ... IT WAS DISNEY. It honestly was the simplest sweetest surprise ever.
Started a bookstagram account! Well actually it's a mix of being a bookstagram/spam account of my adventures. For one wanted to separate it from my personal account. Second, wanted to express my love for reading. So happy I've been able to take time time to myself and really engulf myself in such amazing books. HANDS DOWN, ALL TIME FAVORITE SERIES A COURT OF THORNS AND ROSES. More like #courtofthornsandfeels The characters, the plot, the twists and turns, everything. Gah, and RHYSAND. Can someone bring me my Rhysand?
One thing for sure is, I've been feeling a lot more beautiful and confident inside and out. Waaaaaaaaaaaaay better than I was about 2 years ago. And I'm happy to say I'm finally at state of mind where I'm at peace. Every day is an opportunity to learn and grow for every day is gift.
